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I'm supposedly grounded right now with 2 days out a week. It sucks, but usually I can squeeze out 3. Ben Scott got a new dog like 3 days ago, Buster (Buzz). I usually hate pit bulls, but the face! It's so adorable I can't even explain. He's so sweet too, just a wonderful wonderful puppy.
Stuart and I did some opiates last night. I did 40 mg of oc, and stuart did 22.5 mg tab. This was after we got $100 back from his text books! Sweet! We went to J Mick's afterwards to pick up the oc, and the dumbass smoked weed AND did oc before he called to see if his color was called that day or not...... and it was. He took a detox pill and then we went to sonic where he drank a bunch of water and the instructions say you have to pee at least 3 times. I feel so sorry for him. I can't believe he got addicted. When we were done with Sonic we went to the skatepark, and it was wet and cold and John had to leave like 13 minutes after we got there. :/ He doesn't get the results if he passed or not til tuesday. And if he fails one more time he has to go to jail or bootcamp for like a month. Loomis went for a month and so did the real nick todd. And now I can't even be safe with the drug testing thing ugggghhhh
But aaaaamnyways.. After John left, Ben showed up with his dog, and from the first time I looked at him I knew we would be the best of friends. !! We went and walked around the dog park.. it was really too rainy or muddy, so no one was there. Then we walked back toward the skatepark, and Stuart wasn't there. It was reeeally getting chilly so we hopped in Ben's car. Stuart drove up soon and we walked around the dog park. Stuart was talking s much, and he was doing all these things that were bad for Buzz's training and it was irritating the fuck out of me. I don't know why, lol. Ben told me to chill. Whenever we left Stuart and I went to the mall and got a cinnabon and a cookie cake :). Then we smoked and went into hhgregg where stuart found a little mini computer he wanted. It was like $400. Compared to a $1000.. that leaves $600 for whatever we want...hehe coookiessss. We went back to bens and hung out. Smoked cigs and played wif Buzz. I said that Frankie could be his gf. How cuuuuuuuuuuuuute.
So that ended up being quite an update. At least Ben's not getting on my nerves as bad.
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[August 10th, 2008] |
It's like 30 minutes before I have to leave for church. My arms are so sore from white water rafting yesterday. I stayed on the pone last night with Stuart for like 2 and a half hours.
I really think that I have a problem. I've always known I have an addictive personality. I.e.--
"- Impulsive behavior, difficulty in delaying gratification, an antisocial personality and a disposition toward sensation seeking.
- A high value on nonconformity combined with a weak commitment to the goals for achievement valued by the society.
- A sense of social alienation and a general tolerance for deviance.
- A sense of heightened stress. This may help explain why adolescence and other stressful transition periods are often associated with the most severe drug and alcohol problems."
That is from the New York times. To continue though, I really really wanted to talk to Cory for some reason yesterday. We texted like 4 times in the whole day.. But he usually never talks to me on his weekends as much as weekdays so usually I'm totally understanding, don't even think about it. Some reason yesterday though I just wanted to talk to him so bad.. I just couldn't help it, I was in tears by the end. How embarrassing.
My parents also wouldn't let me out of the house yesterday..
Oh, misery.
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[July 29th, 2008] |
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It is sooo hot today.. 90 with like a million percent humidity.
Yesterday was Kelli's birthday and all the girls ate mushrooms!! Happy 19th baby!
I went to the doctor yesterday and Dr. Alan said I had an infection of hair follicles? lol I just have to take an antibiotic. I had to wake up early to do that hmph. I guess I got home and talked to Cory. I love that I can video chat with him everyday... It probably helps his boredom at work. Oh I also snorted one of my father's oc's. I sold the rest to John, but he's hookoing me up with more shroooooms.
Stuart picked me up around 3:30 and we went to his house and smoked a bowl of da beast. I don't think we really did anything else.. When we left we went straight to John's because it was soooo hot! Not skateable! John, Erica, Kelli, Trevor, Sheetz, Poelsky, and Nick were there. I don't like Poelsky or fucking Nick. Pretty soon after Kelli and Erica and I went to John's room and smoked a bowl. When his mom's out of town we can smoke in the apartment :D. I love smoking inside.. it's so much different. Getting hi on da bed. The boys left to skate.. of course Stuart acted like he didn't want to go so I would feel guilty while he was gone. It was so nice of John to let us stay at his apartment cos.. we couldn't drive lol. But we went to the older park and we saw lots of faces in the trees. Nugget was with us and he was being a fierce protector.
Before Stu and I headed up to the top of Monte Sano and the views were so beautiful! Almost unenjoyable because that OC makes me nauseated like a muhfucka.
It was nice when the boys came back tho, because it was only Sheetz, John, and Stu. We all chilled on the patio and smoked. Nice nice nice day. Perfect birthday for Kelli. :D
Today I am snorting the rest of the xtc that's left. I talked to Ally (who i bought them from) and she sniffed some skittles too and she said they were great, so im not too worried. I'm just glad I won't have anything in my system. I told Cory that today, and I told him about the 50/50 death thing and he was like :/ haha. I'm glad he cares kinda. He's been kind of more interested lately. Talking about visits and how I need to move in with him at his neewwww houssseeee. I cannot wait to see it. Oh, Kelli, mark August 16th as Nashville weekend omgomgomg. Hahaha. I'm so excited.
( Few pictures :) )
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